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Saturday, January 05, 2008

Sick and tired..

Well done eusoff basketball. Good win. But i still think we can do better. A better team will punish us. So ya.. Hope we can carry on the form and up a gear when we meet better teams.

Really very sian nowadays.. dun feel like doing anything.. i read it up somewhere it's a sign of depression hahaha..

If i go tell people i depression i think people will die laughing lor.. hahaha ME JASON DEPRESSION? no link la. I also think so. No link. i think the website wrong. haha..

I miss home i miss being at home doing nothing watching tv and slack.. How long can i actually do these? not for long i think..

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ok good nite.

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Bye 2007. Welcome 2008

Been quite a while since i last blogged. Wasn't really busy, just don't have much to blog about.

A quick recap.

The past 1 mth just about IHG training and playing a 10 year old computer game with sean,yongkai and weimin.

I did manage to finish watching heroes season during the 1st week of dec. Wasn't as good as season 1 if you ask me. Kind of too many no link people but well i like to watch this kind of show so still ok la.. Like X-Men got alot of powers haha i like..

IHG is coming and well i hope Eusoff will do well with all the sports and bring back the champ.. =)

Let's recap what i have been doing beside training and playing game. Xmas, went to andrew's house for the usual Xmas Feast. Haha. The usual suspect all went down.. People like meng, weiwen, roylan, mister lim, teng, weijie, terence, zhiliang, peixu and the unusual one like SIYI.. haha.. Went there BBQ and MJ, sounds like fun right.. not bad i won quite alot. So it's quite fun haha..

The next event after xmas will be.. back in hall training hahaha. what a life. i'm not complaining, i guess when i finish my studies and start working i wun have time for sports anymore so well it's good to "enjoy" now.

And now time to HAO LIAN i got VIP seats for Fish Leong concert on the following sat. 5th Row from the stage.. haha nv sit so near before sia.. the TIX is freeeeeeee and guess what i went with SHUN HE.. haha A GUY. OMG..

but well he asked bout the ticket like 2 mths ago. so he is kind of the 1st person that come to my mind when i got the free ticket. of course i asked a few others before him all rejected me.. hahaha
Sad that there is no photos course, the cam work for like ermm 10min and low batt so ya...

Last nite the last day of 2007. Went for 4H class gathering, alot of people didn't turn up thou. A bit disappointed but still happy to see those whom i have not met for a long time, people like bangzong, zhongrui, yvonne, shian pin and etc. They just simply reminds me of the good old sec sch days. Some came and left after like erm 2min. But well effort shown so i think it's not too bad la hor.. better then not coming at all.

Well i was hoping that yongfa and kelvin would turn up but i guess the timing of the gathering also abit bad la.. count down people sure want to accompany gf one la..So i can conclude those who went all single haha..

Of ya i forgot to mention my exam results..Cap from 3.78 drop to 3.5 so i guess that speaks a lot bout my result la hor.. I wouldn't say i'm disappointed or what. it's just a case of you reap what you sow.

Ok let's see i have only done like 5 things after the exam. Watch heroes, Xmas gathering, Fish leong concert, 4H gathering and trainings. quite sian hor whole mth only like do 5 things.

Now let's take a look at 2007 on a whole. I guess many things had happened, i wouldn't say they have a very big impact on me and i think i haven't changed much. But there are things that i think i should look into and change for the better and i guess 2008 could be a good start to that haha..

I think people really don't understand me sometimes but i guess it's my fault coz i myself also always hee hee haa haa nobody knows when i am serious or wat.. AND i think i have a big mouth which i think i should SHUT it. Sometimes hor i also feel i too sensitive to some things and it affects my choices. How i wish i can just say FUCK IT dun care bout other people i just do what i want.. Well some would say that is being thoughtful coz u think about others. But really i prefer to be a selfish bastard

SO FOR 2008

I must learn to shut my mouth.
I shall be more diam and mind my own biz.
(Sometimes it's better to not know so much, i myself have so many things to fan liao still go kpo other ppl stuff for wat sia.)
I want to pull up my cap and i will DO IT.
I want to be focus and know what i want. (Sometimes i just don't know what i want)
I shall be more forgiving.
I shall be more chin chai also.(Cannot what also want to win)
Lastly must learn how to be a bastard.(Good guy finish last guys.)