Random collection of tots.

Sometimes its sad to know the mere exsistence of yourself does in one way or another hurt ppl or watever.. it makes you feel that there is nothing you can do about it.. ok i'm not talking about myself it's just a tot that came across..and ya now i'm just typing anything that came today my mind la.. so there is not much QC for this post...and i think i will just jump from point to point.. anyway it's just a rant not really out there for ppl to read and understand the best is nobody understand..

imagine you being the best at everything you are doing(once again i'm not saying myself) but in doing those thing u will hurt ppl unknowingly.. like ermm your friend might be jealous, feel inferior etc, etc. or even worst they just ermm "dun friend you" omg.. how pri sch.. hahahaha

people start to take others for granted when they got used to other ppl doing things for them.. and ya and those who let ppl take them for granted are have themselves to blame... who ask you to help them do things haha.. it's all a choice... u chooseeeee to be shui bian, helpful so dun blame other ppl when things are not going your way..(once again not directed to anyone).

some might say.. pushing all the blame to yourself is not good.. but really sometimes it's good to blame urself rather then to blame others.. its easier also.. like jason is a bad guy is better then i blame everyone in the world cept me.. like everyone "qian wo" like that.. which is not true.. so ya jason is a bad guy is prob more true..

And me being someone who always "suan" ppl and sometime very insensitity blah blah blah.. i believe i have hurt alot more ppl then i could have imagine... i really dun mean it..so here is a BIG SORRY to whoever out there that i have ermm offended.. it's not that the sorry is going to help but well i just wanna say it.. ya u can say i say it for the sake of saying.. that's alot of "say" in a sentence.