me, myself and jason.

Been a while since i last updated the world about what is happening to my life.. This holiday doesn't really feel like a holiday. My room at home is invaded by my cousins, being a young adult i really shouldn't be whining bout this. But sometime the biasness really pissed me off...

My cousins are also doing a good job to make me feel CAMPED. lol. every morning they will just open the door to see if i woke up already so they can come in and play game.. I even make the effort to put the XBOX in the living room for them but they still prefer to camp my PS2 and PC.
I can just go downstair for 10mins and come back finding them on my PC and PS2.. Really nice camping.

Ok back to halls since being at home starts to get boring with all these camping....

Been having some hall trainings, ivp trainings. And the competition is erm next week for IHG, 2 more weeks for IVP. As the date draw closer, i have this strong feeling that i am not going to make it into the IVP team. Kind of a big blow to my ego, but i think i only have myself to blame.

I am just too lazy to play like how i used to play. With all the aggression, never say die spirit. I am even guilty of that for hall games/trainings. Before the training, before the game i will tell myself i must be aggressive strong blah blah blah. but i always end up falling short of the target and eventually suffer a lapse of concentration..

Becoming a fringe player now in training doesn't help either... just make me feel that i might as well don't go training. but well since i have chose to take this path so i must finish it.. Who knows maybe i will become the player i used to be. Time is running short hope it happen sooner rather later..

Oh ya before i forget.. Happy new yr to everyone.